All Visits Stopped for Sweet Pea

I received a phone call today telling me that all visits with Bio Mom are stopped for now.  She has missed her last 3 visits and no one has heard from her.  She may have left the state and gone with Bio Dad who is also missing.
Mixed emotions-sadness that a mother leaves her children-though this did happen in our case with our daughter, Princess, so it is not a surprise to me.  Hopefulness, that Sweet Pea may be able to become a permanent part of our family.  However, I try to never let my heart go there, to protect it somewhat, in the case that she would not stay with us.
Never a dull moment when you are a foster parent.
Blessings,
The Queen Mama