We took Princess to her paternal Grandparent visitation
today. They hadn't seen her in a month, and were very happy to have her
today. I was worried she wouldn't remember them, but she gave them
hugs and smiled when we got there. Leaving her there is always
bittersweet. I am glad she has a set of grandparents that loves her and
wants to be in her life. The selfish part of me wishes there were no
ties to her biological family. I always feel under scrutiny. In the
beginning, they were very much against our wishes to adopt her. As time
has gone on, however, they have given us their blessings. They do
think their son will still have legal visitation rights after the
adoption, which is not true. I'm not sure how they will react when they
find that out. (If the courts terminate his rights and grant us
adoption.) This waiting is very difficult. I pray for patience and a
peaceful heart daily.
Blessings,
Queen Mama
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