At my last visit, Dad couldn't understand why the person
who has his other children (well, the oldest is not his) Peter Pan, the
older sister, and Baby Boy is upset. The Aunt has had Baby Boy for 2
years and the other two for almost a year. He doesn't know what the big
deal is because he wants them all back. After he told her she could
adopt them all. He also told me that Big Daddy and I could visit
Princess anytime we want when he gets her back. I just wanted to
scream-"Hellooooo. We can VISIT her???!!! You can't just give and take
these babies like they are dolls. They are real and have feelings. You
can't say one day you don't want them and 6 months later decide you
do. We are the only parents this baby knows!!!! While you were missing
for 6 months, we loved this baby, took care of her as our own, prayed
for her, and gave her stability, a HOME! You gave this baby away to
friends! You didn't want this baby! You told us you wanted us to adopt
her! ARE YOU FOR REAL?!?!" BUT, I didn't say any of those things.
All I said was.... Thank You. I don't want him construing my words into
something they are not. I have to lean on God and even though it seems
crazy, I feel he is telling me to show His love to this person even
though I would rather scream and yell and run away with this baby and
never see this person again. I just pray that God sees him and his
girlfriend and the situation for what it is. Oh well, I feel better
getting that out. God forgive me for my unkind thoughts!!!!!
Thanks for reading,
Blessings,
The Queen Mama
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