I had another nightmare last night. I keep having
nightmares that we are in the courtroom, and the judge declares that Dad
can have Princess back. I see myself screaming "NO! NO! He can't take
care of her!" I am crying, ready to vomit, and then I wake up.
I
don't want to deter anyone from adopting through foster care, but it is
definitely a journey of ups and downs. We have dealt with caseworkers
who aren't fully prepared for court, leaving out key happenings in the
case. We have dealt with a very passive lawyer. We have seen the Dad
lie under oath on the stand and not be questioned by Princess's lawyer
or caseworker. We have no say. We are never addressed in court. We
are simply told when our next court date is. This is where our faith in
God comes into play the most. We are handing our worries over to him-I
should say I try to hand them over. It's so difficult to not worry
about the fate of this little baby in our care.
On
a good note-Grandparents did cancel their visit for this weekend due to
weather. At least they are being kind and thoughtful.
Take care and have a blessed day,
Queen Mama
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